I Thought

I thought I've been used to listened to harsh words.
I thought it would be not that painful anymore.
I thought I've been trained.
I thought I've learnt not to take other's words seriously.
I thought I've built a strong barrier for myself.

Yet...
It is not that easy.
As harsh words are harsh words.
I still got hurt to listen to them.
They still carved a scar inside me.
A deep scar.