I'm having my mid-test week. But I think I don't try that hard to get good marks. Haha. Well, I don't know the cause, recently I often feel pain at my middle-back. I don't have any busy activities, I teach only a few class. I don't sit down for a long time because of studying. I don't mean to complain about this pain... I just need to share about it.
Last morning, Mom discussed with my cousins about doing surgery for my back. It's kinda funny that I'm trying hard to persuade my Mom. Mom is still the same, worry too much. I don't blame Mom at all. Although I have to face how people stare at my hump, I don't mind. I can't lie that I always feel no confidence or overthink when people look at my hump. I just need to head up and keep smiling. If I pretend it's okay, it will be, right?
I decide to live fully. I don't want to waste my time for giving up like a moron. It can't be avoided that sometimes I feel down, sometimes I wanna give up. But I know, I have a choice to live happily, live fully. Everyone does. So, is there any reason to live in dark? :)
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