Darlaa, I'm scared. I'm scared of my myself. Right now, my heart is full with hatred. I'm not hating everyone, but there is someone. Honestly, I never hate someone like this. I never hate someone for more than one day. But, this feeling, this hatred, become stronger year by year. I know exactly this is not right. I'm really trying , Darlaa. I don't stop blaming myself for this. I don't want to be a bad person. But, don't care how many times I try, the person tries to test my limit. I think I'm enough for this years. I'm tired to be looked okay when I'm sad. I'm tired to wipe my tears in the bathroom. I'm tired, Darlaa.. I'm protecting someone that I really love in my life. I'm afraid, I can do anything to protect someone I love. Everything can be outcontrolled. Hope that I can be stronger and everything gonna be okay :)
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