Maya's Birthday

Heyhooo there~

Darlaa, today is so so so so so so great. I'm so happy to spend this day with my high school friends. So happy to meet them again. Hmm, actually I've meet Maya on Thursday and Friday before. Hahaha.. But today, our personils are more complete. Today, I met Caro and Maya. So glad to meet them in Medan. Hmm, and also Yuteny, Rudianto, Angeline, Elvina, Ferra,Valen and Evelyn. It's been so long we don't gather like this.

January 27, 2013. It's Maya's birthday. So, we make surprise at her house. Then, we have planned to go to Binjai. Oh my ~ I like this part. Culinary Travel ~ Wohooooooo~ Gimme time to explain our trip.

First, we went to Tanjung to have Tahu Bolak Balek. Oh, sorry, I mean Tahu Balek at Pondok Surya. It's near my uncle's house. We ate Tahu Balek, Tahu Bakso, and Indomie Kangkung Belacan there. Some of them chose the Mie Bakso. I prefer my Indomie Kangkung Belacan. So deliciousooo~ It's really worthy.

Then, we got so full, but it's not a big deal. We went to Brahrang to have Taukua Heci. Hmm.. It's delicious and quite cheap, but if I can choose, I prefer to bring it home. Unfortunately, the place is not really comfortable for me. Because of having fun there, I can forget the uncomfortableness. Fiuhh~ Oh, Idk how, we hv decided to go to Matador in Medan, but we have cancelled that.

Hmm.. Our stomach didn't got a rest, we continued to Maya's home and having dessert there. The cake. Ouwhhh, I'm really full but I still ate a piece of cake. Hahahaa..

It's really fun. We talk so many things along the trip, we laugh and share. Hmm, Darlaa. I will miss this moment, and them.

Dark

That's what I'm feeling right now.

Darlaa, I'm scared. I'm scared of my myself. Right now, my heart is full with hatred. I'm not hating everyone, but there is someone. Honestly, I never hate someone like this. I never hate someone for more than one day. But, this feeling, this hatred, become stronger year by year. I know exactly this is not right. I'm really trying , Darlaa. I don't stop blaming myself for this. I don't want to be a bad person. But, don't care how many times I try, the person tries to test my limit. I think I'm enough for this years. I'm tired to be looked okay when I'm sad. I'm tired to wipe my tears in the bathroom. I'm tired, Darlaa.. I'm protecting someone that I really love in my life. I'm afraid, I can do anything to protect someone I love. Everything can be outcontrolled. Hope that I can be stronger and everything gonna be okay :)

Nice Feeling

Dear Darlaa,

Today is Saturday and I really enjoy it. Just now, I just came back from Daddy's home and talk a lot with him. It has been a really long time I didn't talk with him. Not because we are having problems each other. It's just, we don't have something to talk about. Dad is busy about her.

Yes, we talked only for a half hour. But it is one of my best time with Dad. We did talk about his favourite shirt, about his belt (unimportant, right? ahhaha). As usual, Dad is always funny, making some jokes. And the best part is when we talked about my future. He does care about my education and my job, and make sure that I got the best. Thanks Dad. I love you, with all my heart.

Hmm.. About my education, I've ever to talk to Mom. In my graduation few years later, I will also invite Dad. I know exactly, it is still few years later, even I'm still in my third semester. But I just want Dad and Mom come to my graduation. I will feel so guilty if I only invite Mom, without Dad. However, Dad is always supporting me, on his own way. In my dream, they will be very proud of me in that graduation. We will take photos again, together. I'll have the family photo again. =D Maybe for others, this topic will be so silly. But for me, it's really important.

Nite Darlaa :*

Happy New Year everyone !!!