Seems like time pass so fast. This Tuesday will be the 49th day of Daddy. I miss him that much, but I often get dreams about seeing Daddy's laughing or smiling to me. In my study of psychology, dreams can reflect our unconscious willings, or our unachieved goals. I have choices, to take these dreams as my unconscious willing or God is trying to tell me that Daddy's at better place right now. I think, the second choice is the best choice. :) Because I feel much better after having those dreams.
Then Darlaa, seems like my decision to be publish about my scoliosis isn't wrong. I don't mean to get sympathy from others. Some of my friends read this blog and try to help & support me, it really means everything. Nothing can replace the tears you have with your friends & family. It's not the sad tears, but the happy tears. Thanks guys. Even I can't describe how it can touch my heart that much. Crying in front of people is not my habit. (I usually cry alone in bathroom)
I really hope this June will be a great month for me. All the pain and tears will be paid with smile, love, and laugh.
With grateful smile,
Fera
Tidak ada komentar:
Posting Komentar