It started on 8th April 2021. One of my closest ones got sick. My world was upside down. My heart broke to pieces. Watching the person I love so much turned from a strong figure to a powerless patient. I tried so hard to look strong in front of everyone. Reassuring myself and everyone around that everything will be better. Figuring out every possible solution for my dearest. There were times I broke down at the toilet by myself to the point my hands shook uncontrollably. Wiping out my eyes before I went out from the toilet door. It was not easy. I wish I could be simply vulnerable without holding on.
I decided to be open to my circles and I could not hold the tears for accepting so much kindness and love. Restless nights and mental break down were paid off. My dearest recovers by the time goes. Recovery is still progressing but days are now brighter. I can't be more grateful than this. Everything is enough. My loved ones are healthy. I will not ask for anything else. I have everything with me and I am ready to continue embracing this life.
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