Exploding

Dear Darlaa,

Now I know exactly how people go from stress to stroke. Today I am so stressed, extremely stressed. My brain thinks so hard how to solve these problems. I can feel my head like shaking. OMG. Then I realized maybe I just overthink. But I really can't think any solving. My head is going to explode. I have to stay healthy till the end, because if I get sick, the situation will get worse.

Yesterday, I promised myself to pass a day without complaining anything. I want to have a nice day. But it just makes my head hold everything. Urgghhhhh~ I hate this situation. Life is trying me. Break down? It's absolutely not my alternative. I have to find out the solutions. I should.

It's just a matter of time. Everything gonna be alright after I make it clear.