Sigh

I'm trying so hard to not complain anything in my life. But I'm just an ordinary girl. 

Mostly of the time, I feel so comfort at home. I do love Mom's cook. I do love talk with Mom. I do love my bed. I do love my pillow. And then, there's a situation that always make me so discomfort., a situation that always make me wanna cry in the bathroom. I'm tired enough.

I don't know until when, I can do this. For someone, please don't blame anyone else for your fault. Everyone around you is tired enough. Really tired.

You know, darlaa? I've sometimes thought of suicide, It's a stupid thing, isn't it? Don't be afraid. I will never really do that. I'm just a little bit depressed. I hv my limit, I try to be stronger and stronger. I should go to my best consultant: my besties.