Friendship and Love

Dear Darlaa, 

Last Monday, I just met up with Valen. We went to Pasar Ramai and Thamrin Plaza. We do share a lot. You know what was our topic ? About friendship and love. 

You know what, Darlaa ? Friends. When someone ask me about the meaning of 'friends'. I don't know how to answer. I just feel that friends do exist. Best friend do exist. If someone said that noone can be a best friend, or friend is bullshit, I don't care. They have their right to say that, they of course have they own opinion. And so do I. If you really believe and you do have best friend, just live with that :) I do believe.

About Love. We have some love stories, from our friends, someone we know, and so many. Hmm, there are some sad-ending stories, and soooooooooo-sweet stories. I really love the so-sweet one. Who don't ? Hahaha.. Dear Darlaa, I hope that I can find the one that will be my fated-love. The one that I love and love me with all his heart. I love surprise and sweet things. The one that will not laugh when I tell him that I'm big fan of 'Love-letters'. The one can see me not on one-side. The one can love my Mom like I do. Mom means everything to me. 

Hmm, seems those are every girls' type. Hahaha.. For who still not meet your Prince, fighting !!! Every girls are Princess. Believe that you are one of the most beautiful Princess in this world. Your Prince is on his way to fetch you. Be ready to welcome him  !

Dear God, if he is the right one, I'm sure you will show the way for me, and for him.

16 Nov 2012 = One of My Greatest Days

Start from Thursday, 16th Nov 2012 I have a long holiday til Sunday. It is amazing !

Lets talk about 16th Nov 2012. It is one of my greatest days in life !!!! Afternoon, I went out with my Porseni girls . Fona, Vivian, Angeline. Sure I miss them so much because the last time I met them is when the evaluation meeting.

We talk so long. I was having damn flu and cough at that time. But I don't care. I just need time with my friends. Having spare time to go with them is not that easy. We went to Sun Plaza, eat everywhere, talk about everything, gossip, and so many else. It's a very precious time. So, taking photos is so important ! Hahaha

 

After that, we go to Angeline's home. Actually they want to go to karaoke. I had that damn cough. How can I enjoy singing at that time ? T________T 

We play UNO ! The loser will get powder on their face. And you can see, my face has the most. Btw Fona has gone home earlier, so she didn't join our UNO.

 

Then I continue my story at Warung Tekko Multatuli. We will make a surprise for Fonds. But not at Warung Tekko. That is just a mask. Hahaha.. The surprise is held at Fonds's home. She was incredibly surprised , or shocked maybe, whatever. The point is, Mission completed !

Bonjour ♥

Hi Darlaa,

Sorry for the absence (again). Hahaha.. For telling you the truth, I miss u so much. I just got my mid test over. I was off from office when I had my mid test. I think I just need more time to concentrate. But I feel I don't maximize the chance well. Huff. Sorry for wasting time. And now I'm facing the other chapter of this third semester. I have three presentation left.

Btw Darlaa, do you realize that 2012 is going to end ? I just realize it and I look back to my resolution for 2012. Did I get all ? Not really. But I got some. :) We still have November and December. Ganbatte !!!!

Hmm.. I don't know how. I feel that I have drank a lot water and fruit. But my body still get weak. I even get sick often. This month I have so many disease. My fever comes back and go like my body is its home. I do love my life. I will try better again to keep my health stronger =D

Well, here I have some photos to share.

RIP a few days after survive so hard. Love you kitty.

Puspa 19th Birthday

Fonds 19th Birthday

Last day of mid-test

Sigh

I'm trying so hard to not complain anything in my life. But I'm just an ordinary girl. 

Mostly of the time, I feel so comfort at home. I do love Mom's cook. I do love talk with Mom. I do love my bed. I do love my pillow. And then, there's a situation that always make me so discomfort., a situation that always make me wanna cry in the bathroom. I'm tired enough.

I don't know until when, I can do this. For someone, please don't blame anyone else for your fault. Everyone around you is tired enough. Really tired.

You know, darlaa? I've sometimes thought of suicide, It's a stupid thing, isn't it? Don't be afraid. I will never really do that. I'm just a little bit depressed. I hv my limit, I try to be stronger and stronger. I should go to my best consultant: my besties.