The Best Damn Things ?

This damn things start to mess my day. Last time I had a great backache. I got off from work and I just slept all day. Even when I'm sleeping, I still can feel it. It's annoying.

After searching for more information on internet, I hope that I could get something help reduce my pain. But Darlaa, you know what I got ? I regret my decision to do the searching. It makes everything worse and worse.

Inside

I don't know what happen inside...

But I can feel it going worse and worse..

It's about the time..

The only thing that I can do is trying my best..

For My Friend, Stephanie

Dear Darlaa,

                Hey, how have you been ? It’s a long time right? 

Darlaa… Last Saturday, I went to hospital with my friends. We went there to see Stephanie. Stephanie Lawrence. Stephanie was in the same class with me when we were in Junior High School. Usually I called her SL or “Dora”. I sat at the forth row, and she is the fifth. Actually we were not really close. But if I thought a little bit far, we were having fun at that time. We cheated each other when having exam. We often got into a group. Sometimes we talk about everything when she moved to my seat. And then at high school, she moved to another school. I just met her last time when I went to Sun Plaza with my sister. And then we started to talk about our work and uni life. That’s the last time I met her before that Saturday. 

Do you know how is her condition ? She is in comma. She has benn like this for some weeks. Her mom asked us to forgive Stephanie if she had done something wrong, please forget anything that Stephanie did wrong, please pray for her to wake up soon. My eyes was really hot at that time. But you may not cry in front of them. My friend is not died yet ! She still survive for her life. Her mother told us that her brain is full of liquid now and has to do brain surgery. Even after the surgery, doctor can’t guarantee 100%  Stephanie will wake up. The risk is too big. So, her mom disapproved about the surgery and decided to have treatments & medicines.

                I also just finished watching a K-drama, 49 Days. Stephanie and this film. Seems like want to remind us. Appreciate and be thankful for everything that you have now. Even you are in the poorest condition, the most pitiful one, or at the lowest level, please be thankful that can still have a live, you can still breathe, you have many people love you around, and so else. When you feel like want to abandon your life, maybe there is someone who struggle really much for her/his life. It’s just not fair. Please have a meaningful life. Please live well. Even you think that nobody want you, perhaps you can be the most precious person for someone. So, since that time, I promise myself I will be grateful for everything. And then everyone, please pray together for Stephanie to get well soon, and wake up soon. 

                For my friend, Stephanie, I believe that you will survive for this life. Even we are not really close, I hope that we will meet again one day, maybe at Sun Plaza again or anywhere. I want to see you in health and fresh face. Get well soon.

"Pain makes you stronger. Tears make you braver. Heartbreaks make you wiser. So be thankful of the past for a better future."

Welcome ( again ) my 19 !

Oh Darlaaa ~

I truly love my 19 ! XD Let me tell you about last night..  Lena promised me that she wanted to come to my home and we would go out. Because it was raining so heavily, I messaged Lena no need to come again. But she didn't reply me until about 9 o'clock. Suddenly Lena came to my home and call me hysterically "Keoooooooooooooooooooooooong".. I was lying on floor and watching TV, and got shocked. Lena still wore her raincoat and her helmet. She told me that something wrong with her motorbike and asked me to help to take her motorbike to the nearest machine shop. 

I was too shocked. I got my jacket and my umbrella then step out. Lena said that she left her motorbike in front of the street and noone take care of it. How comee ? 

And suddenly, I saw a small light. Oh gee ! It's Valen holding a box of cake with candle number 20 ? I'm still 19 beibehh.. But according to chinese, I'm 20 years old. Hahaha.. I was very surprised ang laughed laughed laughed so long.. Valen was still wearing her helmet and her jacket too.. We all look sooo funny. You know what I wore at that time ? A big size T-shirt, a balloon pants, pink jacket. I even didn't comb my hair yet. Totally bad look ! Hahahaa~

I make a wish at river of the street. Take a picture with an umbrella. LOL XD It's totally shameful ! But I love it ! Really love it ! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Then we went back to my home. Take some pictures again. And then have dinner ! We go to a cafetaria near my home. It's "Warung Maknyus". We ate so much. Talk about so many things until about 11 p.m. Hoaaaa, Darlaa.. I love them sooooooo muchhhh ! ♥

Really, this 19 is incredible !

P.S. We took this photo after got back to my home and comb our hair. XD

 

Welcome 19 !

Hey Darla !!!

U know what ? Start from today, I'm 19 already XD haha.. So glad to know that.

Today is a great day, a great birthday, a great part of my life .. The first time of my life, I was having my exam on my birthday. Hahaa.. Usually I enjoy my birthday in the middle of holiday . But this 19 is different. I have my last exam, I get a lot of greetings from uni friends, bestie, family, workmates, high school friends, and so many.

Mommy gave me a red-coloured egg and -sorry,I don't know what u call it in English- "Misua" . It means I'll have tons of luck and live so long like misua. Hahaha.. Love it !

At the afternoon, suddenly I got a call from the saloon. Because this is my birthday, I got 50% off to have body-treatment there for this week ! Oh gee, I absloutely love it !

Honestly, I'm tired and get a backpain. But it's nothing when u feel happy to the max ! XD I went out with my uni friends.. I got permission from work to go home earlier today.. Thanks ci Emmy ! Love youu ! hahaha.. We had our dinner at Seoul Garden, Sun Plaza. We talked about lot of thing there, laughed and ate as much as possible. I got soo full. XD Well, this 19 is quite unique. I'm not the one who treat, but I'm the one who was treated. Thankss guys ! Hahaha.. Oh, Valen also ever did this to me last year.

I've made plan for this weekend. I'll have my 19 with my two bestie, lena and valen. ;D and at the night, I'll have deliciouso dinner with mommy and sis !

Darlaa, sometimes what you need for ur birthday, is not a gift, not an expensive or beautiful gift. But when you have everyone you love beside you, it's more expensive than any gift in the world.

Nite everyone. Happy birthday, fera. I'm really happy to born as Fera.

3rd July

Nothing to say..

Euro 2012

Hoaahhhhhh~

Darla, tonight is the final ! How come if I don't watch it ? Tomorrow I'll have exam for psychology industry and organization, and go to work. I must have good sleep. I do love euro, but I love my healthy more.

I'm a little bit surprised when I know that the final is held in my exam week. =( I swear I really want to watch it. It'll be better if euro wants to wait until my exam is over. *impossible*

And then, I'm going to bed. Today I'm having diarrhea. Hope it will be better tomorrow. I don't want to get trouble because of it when I'm having my exam. Lol~

Nite darlaaa