Nothing.

 

  

 

Well...

I want this so badly XDXD

Do you think it's nice ?

I hope you do.

Rock youuuuuuuuu ♥

Dear Darlaa,

Seems that a long long long long long time ago I didn't blog ( except my previous blog ). XD Well, you have to know. I miss blogging so much ! Feel like wanna copy-paste my diary here. Just wanna share everything with you. Everything. But it's impossible dear ! Mission Impossible ! Hahahaa ... I'll tell you about this week. I'm having my mid-test. And some of my workmates got sick, so I've to work harder. Mid-test and lot of work, make me feel like want to do these things : listen to a crazy song, hold a glass of wine, then shake my head, and say “Rock youuuuuu” !!!! Yeah, for telling you the truth, I’m not a rocker. But in some situation, becoming a rocker makes me better. XD

Oh hey, Mimi is going to resign. I’ll miss her so much. But thanks God. Looks like her new job is a great job. :D Congrats ci mimi ♥ I thank you for everything you have thought me, thank you for just not being my workmate, but even a sister, a good friend =) This week, I’ll meet a new workmate again. Hope I can make friend with her. =)

Darlaa, I’m at the second semester now. So, it means I’ve to study harder. In fact, I got lazier !!! Huaaaaaaaaaaa… How come ! It’s supposed that I’ll be so excited to face the exams. Psychology. It’s the one that I dream for studying.  Now ?!? Eng ing eng.. everything has been so messy. Maybe, I’m not focus ? Yeah, I think so. Focus, fera. F-O-C-U-S. You too, FOCUS.

Focus, but don’t forget to enjoy your life. We can do both, right ? Or no ? Ah, whatever. Hahaha… At this busy messy time, I eat Vitamin C, I eat fruit more, I drink TOLAK ANGIN. You know TOLAK ANGIN ? Ahahaha.. If you don’t know, just ask Mr. Google. I’ll not tell you =P buekh. I’m trying to keep my healthy. Healthy is very important in this busy messy week.

            That’s a little cheat-chat. Have a nice week everyone  ♥ Ah, I got some cute babies. I share it here. Have fun ^^

 Hey, I wish those are my photos when I was baby *just-a-wish* 

 This baby is supporting you. Say thank you ! Hahaa ..

 You see? He is my first love when I was 5 year old. He became fatter and fatter so I've broke up with him. Ahahahaa.. =P Just kidding ! 

 

Just Let it Flow ~

Dear Darlaa, 

Darlaa, just now. I read a post from my friend ♥ She said that she read my post about scoliosis. And then she post some great words for me. I love it beibeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!! Such a long time that no one support me about that Scoliosis. I’ll tell you more about this. Mommy is so worry about this. She always say that she will never let me do any operation. Because the risk is palsy. She is even much worrier than me. And the other side, the operation fee isn’t quite cheap. Mom always try to make me a dress that will no one can see my scoliosis. Mommy is really scared that others will know I have scoliosis, and then avoid me. But, then I realized. It’s not like that, Mom.

Don’t care how beautiful the dress you make for me, people will see my scoliosis, but you see ? They don’t avoid me. I’m the one who avoid them. You are the one who can’t accept me, Mom. I’m here with however I am. I’m okay. I’m so happy with so many friends around me. I’m proud of myself. I hope you do. Don’t worry too much about your daughter. Because she has been where she supposed to be. =)

And then, for my lovely friends. Big thanks for you. Big thanks for everything that we have together. ^^ Yeah, you are right. I’m awesome. You’re awesome. Everyone is awesome in their own way !!! Have a nice week everyone ♥

The Lovely Month

Some loves Valentine. Some hates Valentine.

Which one are you ?

I’m the one who loves Valentine. Hahaha.. 

I was so happy when I can share chocolate with the others. In fact, I love chocolate so much ! hahaha.. I find out that I prefer Dark Chocolate to Milk chocolate ^^ do you think so beibb ?

Owh, Darlaaa ! I wanna tell you, I got a good mark for my first semester !!! How happy I am! Hahaha.. I don’t know how, but I feel satisfied for that =)Thankssssss friends for help me studying. Thanks Mom for always supporting me ^^

             

            And then, at this 14^th February, Valen has her 18 !!! Me and her boyfriend made a surprise for her at Sun Plaza. She really got surprised ! She looked so beautiful at the day. Valen has grown to a lady. How about me? When I will grow? Heyy, I’m growing. Hahaha.. and then at 15^th February, my two best friends have their birthday too !!! Erna and Elvina. You know? Yesterday, 25^th February, Lena also has her birthday !!!!

            Gee !!! What a lovely month !!! xD Happy birthday everyone. Happy Valentine everyone. Fill your life with a ton of love. =)

^^ Have a nice day !

The New Pages, January

=D Hi 2012 !

I have closed the old pages. And now, new page is coming. Happy new year everyone ! Have you write your resolution for this 2012 ? =) Let’s start the new pages with the resolution ^^

1. I have to reach my dreams in this year. Writer.
2. I have to study well . Please my brain, please work maximally.
3. I have to make Mom & Dad proud of me.
4. I have to work well.
5. I have to buy new handphone ? Sorry, I doubt this one. hahaha
6. I have to love my sister more.
7. I have to be able to bring the best of my friends out.
8. I have to get my stuff tidier.
9. I have to exercise my body more.
10. I have to be confident, be myself. I really have to trust myself. Feraaaaaaaaaaa, jiayou ! =D

Please God, help me to get this resolution. If I forget or I don’t wanna care or I daydream too much, just give me a slap. Piakkkkkk ! Make me back to the reality. ^^ okay? Hihihihi..

      On January 16, I have my final exam ! OMG! I swear. I was really lazy to study at that time. If Mom knows that her daughter is a very lazy girl, she will be so angry. Hahahaa.. I don’t study maximally. XD

Hey Darla, on January 23, I had the Chinese New Year. Happy Chinese new Year everyone !!!! At the first day, I went to Dad’s home my sister. Mommy get me a new dress. Like it so much. Grey, with some colourful flowers. =) Thanks Mom :* And I wear my new flat shoes. Let me tell u a secret, for a long time, I’m really angry, disappointed with my body. You know Scoliosis ? Yeah, I have it.  Sometimes I feel my body is so strange. But now. So what with that? I’m just an ordinary girl like the others. After that, I went to Binjai with Mom and Sis. My uncle lives there. Binjai ^^ a small city, but nice. Ahahaha.. I ate a lot there. xD Love it !

At the second day, I back to work. Hufft ! I have to go to work. Why ? Because I have holiday just for a day ! Huaaaaaa…. Actually, I just want to be absent at that day. But my other workmates, have been absent. I’m the one who have to work. Feel like a little bit not deal ? ahaha.. But it’s okay dear. At least I’ve done something good for the others =)

After this January finished, holiday is waiting. A long holiday. I’ll miss my uni friends so much. ^^ Wait for the exam results, wait for the new semester ! Yeah, this is the spirit of new pages !!! 

so colourful, right ? ^^

Welcome a colourful year , 2012 ! ^^

What happened in December ?

December.

What do u think when u see that word ? December. Hmmm…. I think of Christmas, the end of year, when we have to be ready for welcoming the new year, new chapter. Do u think so? =) Or maybe u have another opinion.  Last December, I was so exciting to welcome the Christmas. Yeah, I know I’m not a Christian. So what? My memory about Christmas is only Santa Claus. I’ll watch some Christmas film, like Chocolate Factory, Home Alone, etc. I’ve watched them for so many times. But I don’t get bored. Hahahaha…

Some of my friends prepared themselves to go back to their hometown. I have holiday about a week from college. But, my office? Hahaha… For telling you the truth, I was still working in that holiday. Some bad incidents happened at that time. I hate it, but I know exactly that’s my wrong. Sorry, Boss. I promise, I’ll not be that careless anymore. Then, I’m having fun when I had to be a teacher’s assistant. I’m not really good in computer or English. But, as long as I can help, why not ? Hahahaa…

Oh yeah, almost forget to tell you. My friend, Ferra ( same name with me ), just moved to a new home. So, she invited me to come to her “Open House”. I went there with Angeline. Her new house is really nice. I had a long chat with my high-school friends there. The Sex—Science Expert. We talked about our uni-life, our orientation, our high-school moment. I also ate so much. What should I do? The food was really deliciouso. You know “Lontong” ? Ferra’s mom cook it so well ! And the curry… hmmmmm, really yummie dummie ! Thanks God bcoz there’s food named “Lontong”. I’m lovin’t it.. xD  Hahahaha..

And then, in this Santa Claus’s month, I had a new experience. My faculty, bring us to go to Kampoeng Stakoetoe. They called this event “Latihan Kepemimpinan” or u can call it “Leadership Training”. Hahaaa.. But I prefer “Outbond”. =P Kampoeng Stakoetoe is a small village with Outbond facilities in Pancur Batu. We went there by “bus” or I call it “truck”. Look like I’ll join the military. And you know guys? I was really lucky. Really really really really  really lucky. Me and my group, got the truck with no seat, no top and smell really good. Do you get what I mean ? Hahaha… I was a little bit shocked. Oh,no. I was absolutely shocked. Actually, I enjoyed there. I had so much fun. I slept in a big tent, like a military tent with green colour. But I was grateful that I had a same tent with Vilya, Chindy, and Puspa ^^ . Thanks God. Because of that, I could see that they really care a lot about me.

At the Christmas Eve, I spent my time with my family. We watched films on TV together. Get some snacks. I enjoyed it so much. :D Thanks God. Owh, almost forget. Maya and Caro are going back in this month. Ooooooohhh, xD I miss them so much. We will have a long chat again. Hahaha ..

And the big moment !!! jreng jreng jreng. The end of 2011 !!!! hmm.. Darlaaa, I want to tell you. At the new year’s eve, he sent me a greeting message. I’m happy that he still thought of me. I have replied, but then I found out that my message was failed. I even don’t know whether he has been in Medan or not. Thank you. Ahhh, who cares with him ? Just forget it !

At the end of 2011, I just want to thank to 2011. Because that year has given me a thousand or even a million great moments. My last minute at high school. My great farewell party. My first interview. My first  job. My first uni life. And so many else. Thanks 2011. I’ll never forget you. You are one of the greatest year in my life. ^^

Thanks 2011 =)