3rd July

Nothing to say..

Euro 2012

Hoaahhhhhh~

Darla, tonight is the final ! How come if I don't watch it ? Tomorrow I'll have exam for psychology industry and organization, and go to work. I must have good sleep. I do love euro, but I love my healthy more.

I'm a little bit surprised when I know that the final is held in my exam week. =( I swear I really want to watch it. It'll be better if euro wants to wait until my exam is over. *impossible*

And then, I'm going to bed. Today I'm having diarrhea. Hope it will be better tomorrow. I don't want to get trouble because of it when I'm having my exam. Lol~

Nite darlaaa

Selfish

Dear Darlaa,

Just for this time. I promise, only this time. I want to be selfish. May I ? I don't really care what you'll think about me. I think this is the only best way for everyone. I can't be an angel for a whole time.

I'm sorry.

A Letter to Mr.Back and Mr.Waist

Dear Darlaa,

How are you ? Final exam is going to come. I haven't made any preparation yet. I wish I get a good grade. I promise myself that I will try harder, try my best. I don't know where to start. Hahaha.. I focus already, but I got the wrong focus. I only focus to the holidays, not the exam. I'm sorry, darlaa. I think I have to go to a pharmacy and buy some vitamins for this month. I forgot it when I went shopping last time with Valen. 

Recently, I feel like my back is going to break itself soon. It asks me to do stretching everytime. My waist feels like want to say "I'm sorry, I quit". OMG~ Do I have to write a letter for my back and my waist, to understand me ? Hmmm.. I think they will reply me. "If you wanna us to understand you, understand us first !" Aishhhh......

All I need is sleeping and doing sport.( Hmmm, I think of having some mask on my face, with 2 pieces of cucumber on my eyes ) I will, after having final exam. So now ? I'm going to bed. Good night everyone. Have a nice day tomorrow ! =)

I ♥ Sunday

Hey Darlaa !

                How is your weekend ? Does it go well ? Do you have fun ? ^^ I have fun so much this weekend. I just came back from Valen’s house. I had my lunch there. Valen’s grandma is so kind and she cook a great lunch. We went to saloon together. Ooooohh, really nice. My hair becomes so smooth after has get masked. We hope that our hair can be smooth like this everyday. And you know my most-favorite part ? We got discount ! Hahahaa...  I always love discount XD Don’t you ?

                We talked so long at d’loft food court. Telling each other what happened in this month. Sharing some food. We eat pempek. Nyummy~ You should try it. It’s absolutely delicious. I think it has been so long the last time I eat pempek. Hahaha.. We went shopping together. Try so many shoes and high heels. Yes, it likes the other girls do. Hm, we also went to cinema, but we didn’t watch any movie. Because we are not in mood to watch movie. We just want to have time together.

                Then, we went back to Valen’s house. Do you know what we did ? Taking photos ! Hahahaa.. It doesn’t mean I’m photogenic. But I just like it. Oh, no. I don’t like it, but I love it ! XD When you have a funny face with your friends, and click ! When you try to find stuff for you photo’s property, it’s really fun ! :D No need to be photogenic, no need to have a DSLR camera, you just need a friend and go crazy together. It’s enough to have great photos. It’s about the moment you have.

                Yeah, that’s all about today, darlaa.. Tomorrow is Monday. We’ll go back to our routinity again. Strecth your body, prepare for tomorrow, because everyday is a nice day. =) No matter what we will face tomorrow. Fighting ! =D

Privacy

Dear Darlaa,

Last Wednesday, I had my last presentation for this semester. Everything runs well. A nice presentation, I think. A good team work with my friends. Yeeahh, I'm so glad. Absolutely glad. Hahaa.. You know what ? Maybe I'm the one who worried too much about that presentation. =)

Hmm.. Darlaa, I wanna share something. Today I feel unwell. I'm not someone that can shout loudly when I'm angry. I'll choose to be quiet, otherwise, I'll tell my diary or my bestie. I don't wanna hurt anyone. It's enough to me that I'm the one who hurt. I try my best not to be angry anymore. Just take a deep breath, face the day with smile and everything gonna be okay.

Yeah, everything gonna be okay. =)

This is the time

Dear Darlaa,

            I found a fact that I seldom post anything here. I know I’m not that active like my other friends in blogging. Actually, I always have a lot of ideas, and story for sharing it with you. But, so many things ruin my plans. Urgh, like suddenly my PC got some trouble, and the technician needs so long time to repair it. Yeah, thanks for him. He did his job well. And then, assignment drives me crazy. After I’ve done everything, I will just lie on bed or on floor, or somewhere else I can sleep. Wuohh, I feel like I need to hibernate. Hahaha…

            Finally, the problem is time ( again ). Haahhhh~ Darlaa, I don’t know what’s wrong. Do I have to learn about time management more ? It likes 24 hours a day is not enough for me. For my class, my job, my assignment, my family time, my time with friends, and my time for myself. I think everyone also have it right ? All the activities that we have is so similar. Who doesn’t have assignment ? Who doesn’t need time for family and friends ? But they do well. How ? Yes, I think it’s just about my time management.

            So, darlaa.. After take a long time, I decide that I’ll resign from my job on July. Hmm, you know, I really enjoy working there. Really. The problem is, my body is getting weaker because got tired too much everyday. I have a less communication with Mom. Since I realize the point is not only about money, I decide this. About my income, I’m sure there will be another way. Maybe I can be a private teacher, or do a little business, or hey ! I can try to do my hobby. Writing. Aaaaahhhh~ Why not ? So many ideas come to me and I will have a long time to express all of them  XD kyaaaaaaaaa… Just think about that make me so happy !  Yeaaahh, I’ll like that. Something new. I’ll make my ‘What-to-do’ list soon. Hahaha~

            Last time I have a chat with my bestie, we have a deal that we will make a change in our life. I’ll resign from my job, and she will find a new job, she also plan to study abroad. Well, this is the time. This is the time to move. I have to do what I supposed to. Follow my passion. Do my best. Write with all my heart.