Minggu, 08 November 2015

Weekend-Work?

Okay. I work every day. I mean it, every day.  Monday to Sunday.

Many people never want to work during the weekend. I've done this for about two years. Even my most hectic schedule is the weekend. I made this choice because I know exactly that I cannot work 8-to-5 like most people. I need a job which allows to have break once in every 2 or 3 hours. During weekdays, I work only for about 5 hours. When I get home, I really need to lay down and rest my body. Sometimes I have additional activity or schedule. Then, I will be laying down on my bed like a dead body. LOL.

As I reach this age, I understand fully that I like to earn money. I enjoy my job. Once you give me job, I might look like a workaholic. Well, the other side of me also said that money is not the only thing. I really wish to do some voluntary job. I want to give up my weekend job , but urghh, I hate myself how I like to work hard and earn money. I will lose some amount of my income and it's not easy for me. I keep telling myself that it's okay. I can work harder during weekdays or find another additional job in weekdays. Then, I am remind of how I am always exhausted during weekdays. Oh, God. Will you give me another extra strength, please? 

Few Days To Go

Holla Darla~

Here I am. After driven nuts by my final paper's revision, finally I'm registered to join this month's graduation ceremony. It was a really tiring week. I got my back pain worsen. Thank to God everything went smoothly and I'm okay now. I will have my graduation ceremony in the end of this November and my Yudisium on 12th Nov. OMG, I'm really excited!!! Few days to go!

Well, there was a time when I kept being asked "when will you graduate?" Now, I have answer for that question. The matter is we have another question to go. "What is your plan after graduated?" Okay. I have some alternatives for my career path. Since I am freed from university's paper, I can have more classes to teach in weekdays and do some voluntary job in the weekend. My former plan was I will have my scoliosis surgery once I have my graduation ceremony done. However, I change my plan. 

Due to some reason, I found a way to calm my mom that surgery is nothing to worry. I end up with the decision which is the postponing of my surgery. I'll do my surgery in the beginning of next year, 2016. If we are talking about the risk of the surgery, still, I believe in God. He has given me this life and He has the full right to take it whenever He wants. Since my surgery is postponed, my other plan has to be changed. I cannot take any regular jobs before I have my surgery because I will need a long day-off post operation. Don't worry. Like what people say, "if plan A doesn't work, we still have the other 25 alphabets". 

One of my scoliosis friend has just had her surgery and I am really really worried. She has replied my message after she had her surgery done. OMG, if I, as a friend, can worry like this, I have no idea how my mom would be worried about me. My friend is in her recovery in hospital. She cannot reply my message too often. We only text each other once a day. Of course she needs much rest. I hope she is doing well.